posted on : February 19, 2010
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Love touches our lives in many ways.
When I was young I was in “love” many times. Actually, I don’t know if it was love, but it was definitely “?”.
I ?’d many people.
Back then juvenile correspondence came in the form of the “note”.
Usually folded in crazy ways, with a box to check on the inside. These days the note is extinct. The text, tweet and email has taken it’s place. It’s sort of sad if you think about it because if the note was special enough you would save it ~ not in your “inbox”, but in a secret place in your bedroom. You could pull that note out, hold it, read and reread it for months to come. Yes, that was me at 12, tattered note in hand, listening to “You’re the Inspiration” by Chicago on my tape deck, wondering if ever there had been a more perfect song written…it was to be mine and note-boy’s wedding song.
12 year old girls are dramatic…true story.
It’s so funny how we seem to remember a lot of the people we ?’d growing up. Whether the feeling was mutual or not. To be honest, I ?’d people I didn’t even KNOW.
Let’s see, I was in “love” with New Kids on the Block ~ specifically “Joey”, Kirk Cameron, and embarrassingly enough Corey Haim. My judgement was skewed by the glossy pages of Teen Bop.
I was quite certain Corey and I would run away together at some point in my life. Let’s just say that I dodged a bullet on that one!
It’s hilarious to think back on how my heart was broken in middle school by a boy that I never even spoke to. How does that happen?
The funny thing is now, with the help of facebook, you can see so many of your childhood crushes and think about how bad it sucks for them to have peaked in the 7th grade ;) It’s like a high school reunion that you don’t have to lose weight for…you can just sit down at your computer and look and laugh.
My 1st grader has a “girlfriend”. I asked him whether or not she KNEW she was his girlfriend and he said, “I think so, but I’m not sure”. Glad to see the apple hasn’t fallen far.
As you grow up you realize that a smile in algebra does not a relationship make…and the word “love” is reserved for only the most special of people: Spouse, children, family, bestest friends…pets.
With that said, though, ? still lives on.
I ? manicures, cozy sweats, NY, reality TV…
you know what, I still ? New Kids…or as they are known today, NKOTB.
I ? the old picture of me in my Mork suspenders that I d in the 3rd grade.
Food-wise, there are 2 things that I really ?…
Cookie Dough and Cheesecake.
But put them together and I ? ? them.
Yes, the double ?.
Eat YOUR heart out Corey Haim.
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Cheesecake bars
…and I ? U for actually reading this post
Happy weekend everyone!